Kendra Wilkinson is still struggling to find out the truth about husband Hank Baskett's alleged affair with a transsexual model.
In a clip for this week's upcoming episode of "Kendra On Top," the reality star breaks down after her friend urges her to keep her family together.
"I'm not in a place where I can forgive Hank ... because I don't know what he's done," she says, as tears start to stream down her face.
"I can't do this. I can't do this to myself," she adds.
Despite her apprehension in the clip above, it seems the mother-of-two has agreed to work on her rocky relationship with the cameras rolling ... again.
The couple will star on the next season of "Marriage Boot Camp" and will be filming for the next two weeks, according to E!
The former "Girls Next Door" star recently said she'd be at a loss if they actually divorced.
"I do believe Hank and I will survive this," she told "EXTRA." "I will give him the benefit of the doubt. He's just too amazing. I'd be stupid ... I'd be so dumb to divorce him right now and see him with another girl. I mean come on, he treats me like a queen."
We're still scratching our heads over that statement ... aren't you!?
Want to see all the drama unfold? Watch "Kendra on Top," which moves to 9pm ET/PT, starting on Friday, October 10, on WeTV.