Blac Chyna Says She's 'Not Proud' of Past Mistakes and Promises to Be More 'Angela White' Moving Forward
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"I am working to be the best me," the model and ex-fiancée of Rob Kardashian shares.

Blac Chyna's now a 30-year-old mother, and she's doing some serious reflecting.

The model and ex-fiancée of Rob Kardashian opened up to her 15 million Instagram followers Monday night with a vulnerable message about the mistakes she's made and her intention to move forward in a more positive light.

"Over the past couple of years, you guys have been given a perspective of who I am from the media and people closest to me," she began. "I've been bullied, humiliated, manipulated and discredit[ed] as a mom! Looking back at a lot of my actions, I'm reflecting and realizing that confusion is a serious thing. Of course I'm not proud of some of the pain I have caused, and I am working to be the best me."

"Blac Chyna doesn't define Angela White as a person," she continued. "At 30, I'm overwhelmed with the blessings I have -- [like] being the mother of two amazing children. I don't talk on things often, but I promise to give you guys more of me [from an] Angela White perspective. Thank you for years of endless love. Your support for me is a blessing!"

Chyna shared her message with the following caption: "Growth is painful. Change is painful. But nothing is as painful as being where you do not belong! #NewBeginnings"

Just last month, Rob praised the mother of his child, 2-year-old Dream Kardashian, describing their once-tumultuous relationship as "wonderful."

"Angela -- the mother of my child, whom I have a wonderful relationship with -- decided to drop the child support case because she felt it was in the best interest of our daughter," he explained on Twitter. "Reports of her wanting to have drinks was totally false, and her being late was in reference to a prior meeting concerning our daughter."

Chyna also shares 6-year-old son King Cairo with Tyga.

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