"I locked myself in the bathroom, and Coach was so scared, he had to kick the door down because he didn't know what I was gonna do. And Coach had to take me to the hospital. I was there for two and a half days," she recalled, adding "You guys have no f--king idea. You have no idea. The bullying is not okay."
"I have always felt like I'm a pretty strong person," she said, referencing activity on Instagram. "There was just a lot of negativity dealing with the trial, and I got to the point that day where I was done."
Shah and assistant Stuart Smith were accused of generating and selling "lead lists" of innocent people who could be targeted as part of a telemarketing scam for almost a decade. Many of the victims were elderly and working class.
The Bravo personality's sentencing date was pushed to after the holidays last month and is now scheduled to hear her verdict on Jan. 6, 2023.
Jen could face up to 14 years in prison and be fined $9.5 in restitution.
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