Gwen Stefani opened up to Ryan Seacrest on his radio show, On Air With Ryan Seacrest, about how she's finally found happiness after divorce and her whirlwind relationship with Blake Shelton.
The "Hollaback Girl" singer admits that her music helped her cope with heartache during her very public split from Gavin Rossdale.
"I knew that for me, music was my gift, so I just turned to music," she admitted to Ryan. "Once I did that, once I did something positive, that's when I was kind of off the ground. I'm not saying it was easy because there was a long, long period before I even went to the studio. [It] was like torture and I didn't know what to do."
After a long year, the "Make Me Like You" singer is currently finishing up her tour and enjoying life!
"I feel so alive and so grateful and I promise you, [...] when I knew it was coming to an end...I was so depressed because this year has been so full of so much joy, so much gratitude, and all the creativity that came out of it," she said.
When asked about her relationship with Blake Shelton -- and if there's a possibility for marriage in her future -- the former "The Voice" judge seemed at a loss for words.
"I don't know! God, I don't know. Everything is going so quickly," she confessed. "I'm in the moment and um...Look at me! You got me tongue-tied."
"I look at this year and I think, I just feel so awake," Stefani added. "Everyone has to suffer ...It's just what you do with it."
We're keeping our fingers crossed for that Blake/Gwen wedding!