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"You can't explain this to anybody," Kris says. "There's a part of me that just gets so angry that I mask my emotion of sadness, because I can be angry."
It's been over 25 years since Nicole Brown Simpson was killed, but her loss still brings Kris Jenner and Faye Resnick immense pain.
In a preview for Sunday's episode of "Keeping Up with the Kardashians," the momager and her longtime friend get emotional while having lunch at Toscana, a restaurant they used to often go to with Nicole. In fact, Resnick tells Kris she hasn't been to the spot since Nicole's death.
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View Story"It is very difficult being here, I have to tell you. We had so many occasions here," Resnick says at the table. "The last time I was here was with you and Nicole."
Kris then explains how she remembers not only exactly where the ladies sat when they went to the restaurant together, but what Nicole ordered: white fish with spinach, roasted potatoes and a margarita.
The waiter comes by and tells the pair how the restaurant has a special 30th anniversary menu.
"That just gave me chills," Kris says. "Wait, so this would've been the same menu we had."
"I have goosebumps everywhere," Faye adds.
"I feel like it was just meant to be that this is where we are to celebrate her life," Kris says in a confessional. "I think I've realized that I've latched on to the legal side of stuff, rather than deal with the emotional side of myself that just misses my girlfriend."
"The pain is just intense," Faye says. "Every year you would think it get less, but it's worse this year."
"It's brought up every time," Kris notes of her friend who was killed on June 12, 1994. "It's on every news channel, it's in everything you read and everything you listen to."
Faye relays to Kris how it must be even more difficult for her -- Kris' late ex-husband, Robert Kardashian was one of O.J. Simpson's defense attorneys in Nicole's murder trial.
"You can't explain this to anybody," Kris says. "There's a part of me that just gets so angry that I mask my emotion of sadness, because I can be angry."
Watch the full clip, above.
"Keeping Up with the Kardashians" airs Sunday nights at 9 p.m. ET on E!
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