Selma Blair Recalls Coping with MS Symptoms Before Diagnosis in Throwback Photo

Selma Blair has been sharing her journey with multiple sclerosis since revealing the diagnosis in October.

The "Legally Blonde" star, who gave her first TV interview last month, shared a throwback photo on Thursday describing physical symptoms she suffered while in Miami this past summer -- the actress was diagnosed in August.

"#tbt. A beautiful summer night in Miami," Blair captioned a photo of her enjoying a meal outdoors. "My flare was already hitting. I didn't know what was happening. But I sat outside and had a gorgeous dinner with my dear friend. All we have is right now. This. Is the past. But I remember knowing to just feel the warmth in the breeze. The gift of this trip."

"Under the table my leg was dead," she added. "I couldn't stay awake and my right hand couldn't find my mouth. But I was happy. My son is asleep next to me. I hear his breathing. That of a tender soul, a young boy who will wake full of energy. I am going to curl up next to him. Cause that is what this wonderful life can bring. The now. The now I love. So... goodnight. 💓💓💓."

The 46-year-old actress made her first red carpet debut since her diagnosis at the Vanity Fair Oscar party last month. She looked absolutely stunning at the event and walked with a personalized cane, which she said her manicurist monogrammed.

Following her brave and emotional appearance, Blair's first interview aired on ABC. The "Cruel Intentions" star spoke to Robin Roberts about her experience with the debilitating disease thus far.

"I am doing very well," she said. "I am very happy to see you, being able to just put out what being in the middle of an aggressive form of multiple sclerosis is like. So my speech is -- as you'll notice -- I have spasmodic dysphonia right now."

MS is an unpredictable, often disabling disease of the central nervous system that disrupts the flow of information from the brain to the body, causing problems with vision, balance and muscle control. Spasmodic dysphonia -- a symptom of the chronic disease -- is caused by involuntary movements of one or more muscles of the voice box, otherwise known as the larynx.

"It is interesting to put it out there, to be here, to say, 'This is what my particular case looks like right now,'" she added.

Blair was diagnosed in August of last year, and when she first opened up about her diagnosis in October, she described it as a relief because it gave some clarity to years of symptoms. She speculated that she's likely had MS for 15 years. It was friend and "Saved by the Bell" alum Elizabeth Berkley who recommended Blair see her brother, who was able to provide the diagnosis after seeing lesions on her MRI.

Upon receiving the news, Blair said she cried. "They weren't tears of panic; they were tears of knowing I now had to give in to a body that had loss of control," she explained. "And there was some relief in that because ever since my son was born, I was in an MS flareup and didn't know. And I was giving everything to seem normal. And I was self-medicating when he wasn't with me. I was drinking, I was in pain. I wasn't always drinking, but there were times when I couldn't take it, and I was really struggling with, 'How am I gonna get by in life?'"

Blair said she was "not taken seriously by doctors" and that her symptoms were brushed off as a result of being an "exhausted," "single mother" with "financial burdens."

"I even got to the point where I said, 'I need to go to work, and I have to stay awake,'" she said. "I dropped my son off at school a mile away, and before I got home, I'd have to pull over and take a nap. And I was ashamed. And I was doing the best I could, and I was a great mother, but it was killing me."

Blair said that's why she "cried with some relief" when she finally got the answers she was looking for, thinking to herself, "Oh, good, I'll be able to do something." She also said it was "not at all" difficult to share the news with her 7-year-old son, Arthur Saint Bleick.

"I always want him to feel safe and never responsible for me, but he had already seen that I was falling and doing things, and I was always laughing," she said. "And he'd imitate me, and I'd be like, 'That's fine, but don't do that out of the house. People will think you're a jerk.' And so I did have to tell him after the MRIs that I have something called multiple sclerosis. And he almost cried and said, 'Will it kill you?' And I said, 'No. I mean, we never know what kills us, Arthur. But this is not the doctor telling me I'm dying.' And he was like, 'Oh, okay.'"

When Roberts asked Blair what gets her through her darkest days, she replied, "I get in bed, and I don't move. You just have to. You can't do it all. It's fine to feel really crappy. And my son gets it, and now I've learned not to feel guilty."

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