Golnesa "GG" Gharachedaghi is shedding some light on why her one-month marriage to Shalom Yeroushalmi just didn't work out.
The "Shahs of Sunset" star tied the knot on January 25 in a courthouse ceremony, after getting engaged in Times Square last December. And, in a new interview with E! News, "GG" said she regretted saying "I do" right away.
"I wanted to throw up," she said. "I was just thinking, 'My dad's going to kill me right now. And my mom is going to wake me up and then kill me again.' It was wrong, and it's kind of a pattern with me. I make just fast decisions in the moment, and I pay the price afterwards, and I am right now."
"He wanted a wife immediately, in that moment of 'I Do's,'" she said, adding he wanted her to "cater to him as my husband and get ready for getting pregnant and cooking and cleaning and taking care of my man. I'm typically more of the man in a relationship, so I will never do that, let alone put a ring on my finger for you and then start doing that. It's not going to happen for me."
Gharachedaghi also said she "never wanted to get married" and "never believed in marriage." So, why'd she walk down the aisle in the first place?
"My friends have always told me that I have commitment issues, and so here's a guy that I thought was amazing and incredible. I felt safe with him, so I thought, 'Let me try something new and show him a little bit more of my vulnerabilities, and I'll try this intense commitment,'" she explained. "I think I was forcing myself to see a [future with him]. I wanted to."
"It was my ego," she added of her decision to get married. "I had come this far and I made this promise to him and I wanted [to follow through]."
"GG" wore ripped jeans and a turtleneck for their courthouse ceremony, a look she now calls a "cute outfit ... not for a wedding day!"
At the time of their split in March, a rep for the reality star told TooFab, "During the past few weeks, certain facts have come to GG's attention that have made her realize her marriage can no longer continue, and, in fact, should never have happened."
"She is hoping to end the relationship as amicably and respectfully as possible," the statement added.
Gharachedaghi filed for divorce from Yeroushalmi in May.